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Sunday, June 29, 2008

6:21:00 AM

aahhhrr.. sianz. i got to book again tml le. sianz is de word.. tough 1 got 1 week of break.. but looking back.. i feel that i didnt hav enough rest.. totally not enough.. aahhrr.. coming week in camp.. i will make sure i slp enough .lol.. ok nth much to update. tml euro final.. hopefully spain win.. shi jia going to hong kong tml le.. yi lu shun feng... alvin next week enlist le.. jia you n tc..

TIRED! TIRED!! TIRED!!!

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

5:26:00 AM

suddenly got the feel to update my blog.. xin xue lai chao. yah. actually quite a no of things to update.. to those who happen to drop by.. dun nid to read everything.. u will be super bored.. i juz wanna say out sum of my feeling n updates to keep as memories. yeah

at last.. after 2 years. i got my class 3 license. for now. i hope to hav my very own car in 2 years tym.

as for ns. 3 more months to ord.. should i say tym files or its freaking long... it's really a gd experience but seriously i dun like de process.

career.. im left wif a few months to really think about it. but i do wanna hav sum tym to slack after i ord before i really get to work.

np. for this . i really got lots to say. leaving np is always a hard decision. i hav gone through from a sec 1 cadet whu noe nth about np till now.. as an instructer, everytym when i look at de cadets. really can feel de man zhu gan.. when i look at sec 4s' 06 "wan ting, shenn, jia sheng squad" i feel like im really old. they hav already become cis. looking at sec 3s' 08 . will think back 2 years ago. how i train them. n evertym when i think about atc'07, how they perform. i feel proud. seeing them going through nco camp '08. its like, wow, 3 years so fast. they hav already become ncos. letting go is hard. but i muz really learn to. last tym.. when i hav to come out wif a decision. np, studies or work. np will always be de first choice.. but for now.. things r different. np or career. i hav to choose career. tough i admit. she bu de. seeing de instructers, de cadets.. inclusive of sec 4' 05 to sec 1'08.. i feel like everyone is like a family.every squad hav their own strong points n of cause their weaknesses. but no matter how bad a cadet can be.. when u stand aside n see. at the bottom o yr heart. they r still like my own sister or brother. np is still my everything.. without np. i will not be whu i am today. n of cause all my mentors. all de cis whu hav taught mi.. no matter is a gd ending or bad ending. i still respect them as my mentor.overall i gonna say.. "we r de best" n to the sec 3s. dun disappoint mi..

hao. haos bro is sumthing dat we dun hav to say out anymore as it has already come to a point dat it is place in between our hearts. bro. stand up soon. waiting for u to be back. n of cause anything.. im juz 1 call away..

to de rest of my frenz. i shall not state all. u will noe whu u r.. thx for giving mi a helping hand as this has not been a gd year for mi. n for those whu always appreciate mi as yr frenz.. really thx n sorry if i do neglect u...

coming up important dates
09072008 alvin's enlistment.. bro.. this 2 year gonna be tough. but if i can make it. so can do.. shall wait for yr return 2 years later. n i dun care.. overseas is a must.

07092008 ord.. is sumthing im looking forward too.. haha.. faster reach ahr

31102008 my 21st birthday.. always a day i will cherish because its de very day my beloved mum give birth to mi. i will be having a big celebration.. gathering for my family, frenz n in my heart.. my mum..

ok.. long enough.thx if u do finsih reading everything.. if not.. also thx for dropping by.. tc all my frenz... for those whu r down at de moments.. do recover soon.. TC!!

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